Be me since all the time in being under the hallucination that the other party is willing...

My true very laughable bar,

Be engaged in such that acting stupidly by one people,

I go to hate him in fact no way out at all..

I am on the contrary angrier self..

Be caught in same snare once again because of self because of fine-sounding words..

Your and his are answered again together..

I ought to be that you are joyful...

I am able to be trying let self abandon you..

I am unable to make self so weak again..

i will courage

i am happy now...?

no...must no...

I am so happy as to get up what

I have not cried really...

Think that I know you together when...

In the heart is only a little bit unhappy...

Be at ease..

I am not to spoil a woman..

I can not go to destroy a consummate love

If but you are not kind to her..

i will kill you....

i put down all already...?

i think is yah...

then i will very joyful..?

bcoz i put down and i want go to celebrate..?

My too rich meeting life...

I am able to look for a thing to come to fade from self's memory...

see you...

I should need to have how reaction...??

I am in a thinking..

Those fine-sounding words that you say could it be said that..

Criticize you being unable to hurt I again..

The all promise being given to says outlet so casually..

But, You but a piece of thing has not all achieved..

i understand now..

that's you..

The previously is that I have been very stupid...

Go to believe in you...

I find that now..

Child's amour is not true..

same like in play games...

to me,

Love is that are hateful thing..

I do not ought to let it disturb my life..

My very happy living life now..

Though not having you..

But, I am able to go to seek new other half..

Definitely need a thousand times hundred times better than you...

有来看我部落格的人就会知道我这几天的心情很不好吧～
对吖～是超级不好～
因为全部文章都是不开心的～
只有一封～kiss
是开心的～因为那是sweet memories吖～
好怀念～
一起走在沙滩上，手牵手的日子～
那么短短的回忆，可以令我难以忘记．
一起聊天，一起玩，一起疯～

为什么．．?

就是因为你啊～大猪(づ￣ ³￣)

我真的很恨你～你把我伤害的好深～
你让我觉得人生真的很寂寞～
当可笑的是，我没为你留下一滴眼泪～
　
猪～你一定知道我在跟你说的～
因为我就是叫你猪吖～

当你不要以为我为了你改变自己～
我不会～我没那么蠢～
我只是会让自己几天难过几天～

之后你们会看到笑笑的我～
因为我很开朗～真的．．．?

对吖～为了你?
值得吗?
一点都不值得吧～
因为你是臭男人!!!

但你也让我开心过～


我很好～这句话～你不需要慰问～


我很明白～

我恨你～我有资格．．?
我也不知道～
但至少我可以去恨你～

就算你让我开心过～
那又怎样．．?

难过比开心多～

我很开心～真的吗..?

我现在的笑容很僵～
是吗．．?

你看看你～改变了我～
让我不会再笑了～

所以你还不赶快离开我的视线～　　

让我不要再有半点悲伤～
虽然这是不可能～

但我至少可以让自己爽下下～

没人知道我怎么了．．?
我放在心里自己难过～

自己忧闷～

但是偶尔会看看你一下～

这是我的活该～
因为早前就该醒悟了～
受过的教训就你那几句话给遗忘了～
我很傻～
真的．．?

我真的发现了～

没有你我会过得更好吗..?

我想还是要把剩下的人生过完．．
过了明年，你就会在我人生消失～
但还有１年多～

怎么过..?

为什么..?
难道你们男生说的那些爱你想你的话～
就那么容易说出口吗？
我的预感一点都没错阿～
想得一点也没错～

我知道～
你说的方式．．就是想我不要难过～

但是可能吗..?







～我心里的话～

一个人　眺望碧海和蓝天　
在心里面　那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越　
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝　因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远　
不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天　Wooh～
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解　
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗　
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙　
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放　
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳





再见了～猪～
你将会被放在我心里的最深处～
最后一滴的泪～

We have been over really…

I think that self is true very naïve…

Have listened to I have understood that so much, really…..

Do not promise that in your affection in the world,

I congratulate self very much not having fallen into your circle lining…

But still have disappointment…

I begin to go to have a grudge against you slowly…



Have a grudge against you trifling with affection of the girl..

You are that many girl be that you burst into tears why , why?


Why our girl always suffers losses?

Cannot how could it be that a boy student be only is capable to do what go and coming to think of it for the girl…

What justice?


I do not believe that you can be always happy but right away , always have a girl to burst into tears for...






Today you criticize us acting as time of friend temporarily..

Being surprised is that I burst into tears at the furthest end of but not..

This is despaired could it be said that…

Every one words every character you said is carved tightly in me in the heart…


How be unable to wipe away?

I do not want to leave a little scar for you…



I am What wrong after all…

Because of I discover this several day writing be about you..

I write English being not to miss you see that..


But, I may order self to live with very good..

The impairment of the heart that this is not worth it for you sheds tears not likely..


Friend is friends…



Have disappeared your and I, not yet few piece of flesh..

Wait then go after have arrived at let me go afterwards right away..

I think of really neither so weak…

Joking aside…

Want me what does not all go to think of..

What thing the words your our is said should become not having..

I am able to go out of one's way but self is recovered..




Thanks you friends….^^

Thanks accompany me Go by the so many road…

My impairment of the heart is grieved no joyful state of mind is not good…

Only have you accompanying me..

My laughing heartily is that you give you….

our love days..
start in today...^^




Begin from today..
Only when you can
let me cry ,
let me laugh at ,
make me grieved ,
let me feel jealousy,
make my state of mind not good...^^

You are all...

Disregarding I dislike what, you say disgusting words...
But hear those words , our being still very joyful..



Your first name once was history..
But will also may be a present....


Now's you can affect my all moods completely..
But, I still do not dare go to accept your all well..

You ask me to forget over ...
Hateful idea...

A people is drowned completely by regret..
How go and see that weak and love
...

You are much better than him
This is my view...

But but change without end others's view to you ...
At being member of them because of you heart, be two characters..
☞ No undivided ☜ 花心~ that can say like "spend the heart"..
simple word only lar...^^



But I choose believe in you , believe in you even if not having person..
Before I can be trying going to forget you your fault..

But, I still worry about time as soon as that you have second increasing a mistake again..


I do not already have courage having faced these again..

i words that self had once said , I do not promise that..
What our had spoken promises to may be guarantee then what..
i am afraid of fault very much...

I want to be your lively nice final field once only...
is last chance...but i also very hope is happy ending...^^


Being in love is the thing being able to let person stifle...
He it is should not to dodge the rogue that person owns then simply...

Pig's head , I love you...^^
muackzzzz....
always always....



A little bit disgusting la...^^
don't mind o...=.="


25.05.2009


We go to the seaside together...

Very sweet , lead personally to set about...



But, I have hurt you in that day..

Had regretted that you may cry,
because of I have not thought of..

Feel sorry , feel sad...

I will be very good to you ..
let you smile & happy every days...^^

In every day being able to see you , true very good...

I not understand ur heart
is because i will think you is cheat me...
i will scared..
and because i will image u hurt me,cheat me or joke with me..
u say sweet word .. i unbelieve..
u say i talk "we are not relationship" ,u very sad..
i also unbelieve ..
are u really love me...

i can't control myself...
and i didn't have confident..

i scared u will love another...
we can't chat in school...
that i don't mind..
because i also can ...^^
i will courage...
courage to see all things and i didn't cry..
i can't hurt myself again..
hehe..^^
if u find me , i will happy..
if u close to me , i also very happy..

i can't let me jump to trap...
I am afraid that your and my friend is in collusion with to be fond of coming to swindle me very much .
how can i do it
I am not bogged down deeper and deeper ..
I do not want in doing out the same mistake..
i so trouble..
so many thing arround in me...
Entire people all on you..
The heart seems to be stolen by you right away...
BREAK...



that is nice choose...>.<
Why may be to choose well?
head pained...
Why may be to choose well

But think that you ask that I feel happy really very much when I can act as your happy girlfriend,
..................................



haiz..
i also don't know lalala...

Let him let nature take its course ...











I WILL LET IT TO BE A....


HAPPY ENDING.....^^

THANK ALL MY FRIEND ...

Have finally given vent a little bit...

I discover me return to before feeling

But, I also can only be waiting quietly

I can only be watching silently

Think that my understanding nonlocal is pleasantly surprised when you look for

Like to have answered you could it be said that really what

Do not think of a little bit..

Hurting because of once had owned

Become I at present so timid , degenerate

To your disacquaintance,do not know , be to be able to exceed imagination

I do not rush with others

I have really loving your authority what

Feel that you are to be held in both hands by many in control

Show appreciation being that depths are loved by many person ,

make person very difficult to draw near

This is only my idea

I am already unable still sucher

You make me very joyful with those words that u say,

Let me be at self's wit's end simply

Sometimes I want to give up you to the girl who loves you other more,

because of you may shake in the heart in me

I want to go to hurt you neither

extremely not impartial to u

That I can not be such is selfish

Probably abandoning you is pair of choice

I am so useless

我不懂怎么样去面对自己的感情。
从始由终，我也不知道该怎么说。
幸福与我无缘。真的心也只能换绝情。
对啊，只能这样说。
我没办法说出口。
就因为怕受伤害吗。。
你爱我 ，我不爱你。。
你就要这样拉着我不放嘛。
我不懂。不理解。
我要改变自己。我要把过去都给遗忘。
过新的生活。
我讨厌你，你简直就是绑架了我。
你几时才肯放开我。
让我自由，我就像小鸟一样被关在笼子里，
好痛苦。难道这就是我的一生。
被你控制着，我不要我不要。
我不要你。我宁愿孤单一个人过。。
为什么他们可以那么自由的，我不能呢。
呜呜。我快要崩溃。
我不要崩溃。我要好好的，好好的。
只想这样。我要乖乖。不会再得寸进尺。
你就让他放过我吧。
这种生活比在监牢里还惨。
简直就像是被你折磨一样。
我只想过我新的生活。韩萱雨的历史是美美的。
没有半点遗漏。半点遐思。就是这样美美的。
我好疲惫了，厌烦了。
可我不想离开这里，离开JB，这里还有些值得我怀念的。
我不要离开，你就是说你爱我。可我不想。
我这才领悟到，原来爱情真的是自私的。
只想自己一个人独有。
为什么偏偏会是我呢？
走开走开。不要靠近我，我不要，听到没。
我真的不想。你究竟想要什么？
为什么就是要缠着我。

我需要勇敢的力量。

真的...我不能这样执迷不悟下去 ，只会伤害更多人而已。

我连自己的心里在想些什么我都不知道，觉得自己做人好失败。

我到底该怎么办？心理是不是出现那么多的人。

感觉有一股压力似的。

我真的好乱阿>.<

好像是在报应似的，我只想幸福的过着，又那么困难吗？

不想想那么多。现在重要的是把书读好吧！

把喜欢你放在心底。不去想，让它变成回忆。

我的生活只能这样静静地度过，永远没人最爱的那个人。

生活还会色彩缤纷吗？

不想猜，你也有了另一半，唯一的方法就是祝福你“幸福”。

没开始的恋情是不会依恋的，对吧！

也没什么想说的。最近都没什么出门。

只是上网看戏看小说就是我的生活。没色彩了。

最多只是去学校，学BAND，internet场打games。

偶尔去jusco买小说。就这样。

如果是你们应该会闷死HO~

好像几乎快要变成彻彻底底的宅女了。哈哈~